met gala, late for work

Date: 6/28/2024

i had several strange dreams last night: 1) i was invited to the Met Gala as their honorary “normal citizen” (non-celebrity) and it was like lollapalooza where it went on for 4 days and each day there would be like 15 different celebrities there; it was very small. anyways, i still don’t really know how i ended up getting invited to it but i think it had something to do with me editing for szn. i kept getting ready super late for it and arriving like 10-15 minutes late looking like my outfits were sloppily put together. on the first day i talked to timothee chalamet and saoirse ronan. i was trying my best to just be a normal co-attendee and not act like a fan. another day, i think i talked to jeremy allen white. i forget who else and what we talked about. 2) i was running late for work, since i wanted more hours i started at 2 instead of 4. however, it was already 2 and i realized i was gonna be really late cause i hadn’t even left yet. i didn’t have a car for whatever reason and i had to take the school bus cause apparently now my job was at the high school. i got on the first school bus that pulled up, but turns out it was going to one of the middle schools. i asked the driver if he was going to town and he said he was so he’d drop me off in the middle of it. then i walked to the high school and ran to the bottom floor where i found all my coworkers already doing stuff. they weren’t really my coworkers, though, and instead of my regular job everyone was gearing up to like go swimming in the pool or something. i asked others what was going on and they said they had barely done anything important in the time that i missed. my “manager” was now some male coach for some sport and he wasn’t happy with me. 3) i got a random text from C and he said he missed me and i got so excited. he then told me that he had a girlfriend but he didn’t care and just wanted to be with me. i was so happy to hear that and i guess told him it didn’t matter and he should still be with me or something along those lines. then he started screenshotting everything and blocked me and soon starting texting me again me again threatening texts about posting our conversation and letting everyone know that i was the kind of girl that still gets with a guy knowing he has a gf. i started pleading with him on text and apologizing saying how bad i felt and that i only got excited that he had texted me after all this time and had no bad intentions. then he started texting gibberish back and weird self hatred stuff like gavin did on his instagram. i tried calming him down and then at some point im with him and his gf and a couple other people in person except he wanted me now? idek it was confusing