My Father

Date: 4/16/2020

I was in my workshop and I wanted to take all my saws to my father to sharpen and I wanted him to teach me how to do that so that I would be able to do it in the future when he’s not around. I was busy doing something in the garage and my father was sat to one side sitting down I think my daughter or my sister was with me. I told my father to look at me and In that moment I realised that my father actually wasn’t there. (he actually died in 2012) When this dawned on me I burst into uncontrollable grief and wailing it was so strong I felt like I couldn’t breathe and I actually woke myself up Irl. When I woke up I actually had tears in my eyes😢