Another one

Date: 8/15/2019

So I keep having dreams about the guy I like which makes me fucking pissed 24/7 cause I’m not supposed to like this asshole. So last night, I dreamt I was really sad and surrounded by a bunch of people I knew who were consoling me. And this guy, let’s call him Shit Face, came over to me, cupped my cheek and kissed my top lip. Again, I haven’t been kissed before but I could feel every touch. Annoying. Anyway, my first instinct was to pull him in BUT, in real life he has someone he loves and who loves him back, so I softly pushed him away and asked why he’d do that and he just smiles and kisses my forehead. Then there’s like a skip, a different dream, where I can just feel him laying next to me. And I don’t really remember it, all I can recall is him laying next to me and holding me etc. So it’s really really irritating dreaming about him because I don’t want to like him and I was just getting over him and I get slapped in the face with this stupid dream. So. Yeah.