reality is crumbling

Date: 11/14/2020

it was something about me going on a trip to japan. my friends and i sat in a restaurant and just ate- it was like non stop for hours? but suddenly it wasn’t a restaurant and we were in a school wearing uniforms. that shit was so weird but we eventually said we’ve eaten enough and went on our way. i don’t recall what happened after, because suddenly we were back in america and i was visiting my cousins. i was showing them the clothing items i had bought there but non of them fit me anymore. it was super weird- then my friend started talking about our trip to Italy that i didn’t recall. they said i was there, there were even pictures to prove it, but i couldn’t remember. next day i go back to school- everything is semi normal but as i sat in my english class things got weird. people around me were talking about this one dude- i don’t know why, i think it involved a girl or something- out of nowhere they all turned to me in unison. i was seated in the far back corner of the room and having all their eyes on me felt suffocating. they just looked at me, not even saying a word. the teacher pulled everyone’s attention away and said the class period was going to end. i started packing my shit in a bag- but i don’t recall having a backpack. at this point my brain felt fuzzy. why cant i remember? before the bell rang my teacher said to me “i know you’re failing, please sign up for this. it might help you with extra credit.” i signed it, i really needed the credit. as soon as i did she said to copy the rules down in a notebook and remember them no matter what. i found it really weird- it said a lot of things like “get a present before you go, no hand holding, no touching, no alone time, no this, not that” so weird. i went to the mall to get the gift- it was a short trip w my friend. when i got home things got extremely strange. it was windy- i was home alone and someone was in my backyard. he was dead though. he sat in my shed as the door sung wide open. my dog also died- but she was replaced with another dog who looked like her. i knew it want my dog though, she was too different in mannerisms. but i still called her by her name. i didn’t know what to do about the dead man- he was bloodied up in my tool shed and i didn’t want to touch him. when i saw him first, i thought it was a joke but when i realized it was real i ran out to the front of the house. there was a car waiting for me there. it was for the extra credit i had signed up for. i left- knowing what stayed behind. when i got into the black car there was a man beside me. lovingly he said to me “we’re going to visit my parents, don’t mess it up.” when we got there my reality started to crumble. i apologize. i don’t remember what happened during this portion of my dream. the little i do recall is that every time i did mess up- his mother would turn ghoulish, try to kill me, and then it all restarted. the man i was with pretended everything was fine- i was thinking of ways to end this. i didnt though, i stayed in this cycle for a while longer before waking up.