Memories

Date: 5/24/2018

so... it felt really, really real. and that’s the scariest part. i woke up on the verge of tears.. i was on a train with a bunch of other people in my school. i was sitting alone, and my 3 ex-friends came up to me and sat down. “friends?” they said, and i nodded. then it went back to old times. A talking to me 24/7. short H being crazy and funny. and other H obsessing over her tv shows. it was fun. so, so fun. i woke up and went to school, expecting them to want to talk to me again, but they didn’t. it hurts. i try to be fine and not miss them but it never works. my mind hates me.