Pregnant

Date: 10/7/2018

At a dinner sitting next to p. He said a brief apology and I had a single tear roll down my cheek. The dinner was over I stood up and had a little bit of a stomach. I hid it well. I was actually pregnant but didn’t want anyone to know. I was ashamed and embarrassed. My water broke. I went to the hospital. Some friends came to visit and I didn’t want to tell them I was pregnant but they obviously figured it out when they found me in the maternity ward. I didn’t know what I was going to do with the baby, I didn’t want it.