Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/12/2025
By desertdreamer
The magical school is basically for people with magical powers like myself (in dreams, because my dreams are ALL lucid). I have already mastered using them a long time ago. Anyhow, an evil entity that resembled my maternal grandmother, was essentially chasing and trying to find me and invading my privacy and asking invasive questions- whilst I was trying to protect myself, the guy I was seeing in the dream(romantic interest) and his younger siblings. We met at a magical school I was visiting (we were both adults in the dream still) and I found most of the student body to be strangely unfriendly and standoffish and rather cliqueish, whereas I usually have an easy time making friends in real life. There were other men I’d shown interest in, and they were unfriendly and uninterested but I was undeterred. Eventually I found one that best suited me. Exploring the many floors of the school became increasingly anxiety inducing and afterwards I spent more time outside in this unpaved parking lot that also served as a field or recess area. The school served normal grade school levels as well as university aged students. I’m pretty sure I was taking some sort of elective art courses there, but I spent a lot of time wandering inside the building and trying to see if I could get up to the top floor. Outside is where I met my love interest in the dream, and we were spending time together and made our way toward his house and I got to meet his mother, who left soon after as she had some place to go. We had a lot of sexual-tension but kept getting interrupted and increasingly stressed and gave up on having an intimate moment together for the time being- and then I commanded that we all made sure all windows and blinds were shut and blocking all visibility into the house and teleported us elsewhere in the home- any time I found that we were exposed to the threat. Later I teleported us into the basement where we were finally unreachable, and we were able to get some relief mentally/emotionally. After I was sure the threat was eliminated, we teleported back upstairs to the main level to double check everything, and sent the younger siblings away to give us time alone. I felt an attachment to him very similar to how I feel to my boyfriend in real life and was comforted by his presence. The guy I was seeing in the dream and I just wanted to cuddle and talk to eachother privately, and maybe bang. Not much different from real life lol And then there was also a later portion of the dream where we were trying to get to my car and leave before a flash flood from a fancy restaurant I went to with my BF and his mom and the rest of their family- but I couldn’t find it so I re winded time to try again a few times until I managed to get it right. I didn’t want to wake up from the dreams and kept going back to sleep into then but had to get up to use the bathroom eventually and gave up. I could’ve flown home or teleported there as well but I forgot that I could just teleport or fly my car with us- and thunderstorms generally freak me out so I was nervous about my car being hurt or lost in the flood - I feel increasingly unsafe in an always very hostile country, and my grandmother is known to be a boundary stomper. I keep a distance with her because of this. She has tried to pry into my life with my current partner and I won’t even tell her his last name. She does not care about t other people’s clearly expressed boundaries and gets angry when we enforce them. I don’t care if anyone is upset about me enforcing my boundaries, and I will instantly shut down or end any interactions in which she does without a second thought or remorse. I feel a level of isolation and having missed out on the world moving on without me because I’ve been rather isolated the past year and have had close friends become too busy, move away, and pass away. I started dating the man of my dreams last year and he is very supportive but I still have a hard time with anhedonia and my adhd medications don’t help. I usually act with this much lucid control. Teleporting, turning invisible, shapeshifting, and flying are normal parts of most of my dreams. The night before, I read a recipe in a book then had fun gathering ingredients and we made it the next day, it was very tasty! I would like to explore the anhedonia thing you asked about more. I also find that my real college experience was very similar with already mastering all the topics relevant to my degree and even some beyond that before I moved to this area! I made some decent friends but felt kind of unwanted and awkward around some of the large cliques that tried to get me to hang around only to learn they didn’t really like eachother. - I sensed insincerity in their engagements with me so I kept a distance beyond polite interactions. Basically they felt off so I avoided too much interaction with them.