Does this have a special meaning?

Date: 9/25/2018

Okay so my dream was super weird but also I think it meant something. So the first part of my dream it was homecoming, but it was the gayest thing ever. We all wore T-shirt’s and jeans and put paint on our faces and it was really weird. Plus it was in the school auditorium, and the DJ was some elementary library teacher. Why? I don’t fucking know😂 Okay so then after homecoming I went to my friend’s house and she had a pond with talking fish and ducks. Yeah also that part was really strange. And to my super fucking surprise, like I was actually surprised, was my crush and Julia his gf, and they were being all cutsie and kissy with each other. I was starting to get really annoyed with them, because I know Julia was telling him to do it on purpose to make me jealous. So you know what I did? I raged at them, like full on yelled at them, to get tf away from me and if they were gonna be like that, they could do it somewhere where I wasn’t unless they wanted to be fucked with. Does this mean I’m trying really hard to get over him? Because I know I am. I wish I could find someone else to love instead of someone who doesn’t even talk to me or care:(