Absolute Mad Woman!

Date: 4/23/2021

In this dream I was in a house I had never seen but maybe was similar to my Sydney home. I was with my brother and his girlfriend "Erin" (my old therapist person). Right off the bat Erin was freaking out... She was claiming that I was thinking bad thoughts about her and Luc when I was alone in my room and she thought I was trying to sabotage everything. She got extremely irate and started to go bananas on me. She was freaking out worse than I had seen anyone freak out...she was squishing tomatoes into me, trying to throw stuff at my head. At one point she went upstairs and got all the ice out of the fridge and emptied it on my couch. She then went to get a baseball bat but I got to it first. It was a strange feeling inside me...I was completely calm and no matter how much of a fuss she put up I was never pulled into rage. She was obviously feeling rage. I felt like she must be having a mental breakdown and I was asking her if school was okay and if Luc was okay to her. She just was going insane. Luc the whole time was sort of at a loss for what to do but he was trying to calm her down every once in a while. I told him that she must be having psychosis. I felt bad for her. In all of this feeling calm myself, I did defend myself and felt very physically and energetically more powerful than her. Like a big warrior being beat up by a 6 year old. It's just sad and almost a bit funny but there is no effect on the big guy. At the end of this scene she actually brings her dog down to attack me which was similar to her attacking me but I was a little bit more scared and had a tiny bit less control. I could tell that the dog would attack me if I didn't undo each of her commands by strongly commanding the dog myself. The dog was white and seemed old and sickly. The next part of my dream I headed to my buddy James' place in New Brunswick. He lived on a small cul-de-sac in a nice neighborhood down a hill. He seemed to be out of place in his home...he felt strange and like a strange sense of stagnation...he needed movement. The connection between him and his partner was pretty dull, she seemed like she had closed her doors to intimacy completely. Their son was doing good but he felt the effects of their mismatched love. We were hanging out in the house when Joe came in, I was so excited to see him! It turned out he lived down the road and came to see me. I think he gave me/us some sagely advice. The last part I see my girlsss. I run into Olivia and I think Brenna and I relay to them the first story of Erin freaking out on me. They are super supportive and we all laugh at these ineffective people trying to take us down. I think Caleigh is there too and we go walk back to my place to get smokes and a lighter or something... Next scene I go into a drug store and am looking at all the stuff. There is a wall of wines and I thought it a good idea to get one. I am most attracted to the bottle of wine (in a box) that has bright pink and blue colours and is called Coffee and Lipstick or something like that. It's got tons of sugar in it but its the only one that I like! I go to buy it when Lauren Galley comes in..she seems frazzled as hell. She says she left a pair of jeans on hold and then she finds them back on the shelf with her name on them but she's already paid for half. The jeans are like 4xl and she is no more than a S-M. We also buy marshmallows for a fire + party. The end.