I’m trying to get on a train but I can’t

Date: 4/19/2023

Don’t remember it all, but for some reason the freaking lucky charms guy is bad and also has a train (mahogany, gold embellished etc.) that takes you to some magical place that for some reason I really want to get on. I grab the side of the train and try to duck my head through before I get pushed off and try to get my mom on there too, but I don’t have enough upper body strength to do it. And I have this one scene occur multiple times and each time we try, another person gets added to the group of trying to get on. Something else happened as well (I’m writing this like 3 hours after I’ve woken up and gone about my day) Jared from high school was in my dream, a couple of other people were too and it was weird because I was having a conversation about something really serious but now I can’t remember it. But yeah, it was weird, constantly trying and not getting into the fucking train, the windows were just late cut outs and it wasn’t going the fast either. Something else really odd happened and I can’t remember it and it’s annoying me lmao 😂