Dream of Heaven

Date: 10/25/2016

Dream of Heaven: One of the most calm and peaceful dreams I ever had even while dealing with things like suicide, and murder. First I was with Cristabel and luis, but we had to go to a building (corporate building) because our appointment was up. It was an appointment to the CEO, but everything became clear when I got to his office. The building was an old brick building in very good conditions . This "person" at first spoke and said to come in as soon as we stepped inside his office I could sense something odd. I had so many questions including who he was and why I was "called" to this appointment. Some how in the dream, me and luis were fighting in an arena with mechanical worms full of people. They got smashed against one another in a battle but I wasn't necessarily inside one of them when they did. I quickly understood that this "person" or this "man" was GOD. He looked as if he was very busy thinking and looking distracted but very very calm, strong, serene and determine. He never spoke but he communicated through telepathy something that felt weird but I couldn't really ask why because HE could read my mind and I had already receive that there was no simple answer and we had limited time to be in his presence. A phone ringed next to us and we picked it up. It was and old public phone inside the office. The person in the phone, a woman, said some words in a weird language and luis understood. He run off towards the wall behind the man that had opened and there was a huge rocky brownish landscape with nothing alive. He was able to run really fast and we lost sight of him. GOD stood up and he was naked but he had no genitals because even thought he appeared as a white man with a rugged face, this was only how our combined interpretation of how GOD would look like. Apparently he explained through telephaty that if I was alone, he would have appeared as a naked brunett. I could sense Cris was embarraced of her projection. Cris left the room right after but I had no idea why. He explained that her answers would be answered by the returned of luis. Me and Her stood alone looking at the landscape. My dog appeared and he started running in the landscape. She then turned into a dinosaur (the long neck one) and played chase with my dog. She then bite my dog and threw him across "killing" him. I got really angry and I was about to throw everything in the room when she reappeared as a women and spoke in a soft voice, don't you see this is beyond reality. He was not here before and I can transform in anything, dont you think is silly to get mad at me killing your dog? I quickly realized my stupidity and then she said your questions are not something that can be explained with words and puff, I appeared in a beach with nice houses with a beach that when waves were braking made no sound. This small little floating light with a baby inside explained sometimes that this was heaven but nothing I could have imagined. I was given the chance to experience it even though I was still alive. In the beach, there was this man been taught how to swim by a man dressed in a white tuxedo who dissapeared when he saw me. Everything was quite. There was no sound anywhere, but apparently it was full of souls everywhere, but it was up to me how to see their reality because everything was my interpretation of things. Not just how I wanted to see heaven but how my view was imposed into others souls. I walked about with the floating light explaining things, but everything was kind of confusing. There were many tiny rooms in these kind of old apartments (they looked like where Jose lived). Each room had a green light by the door that meant that you were allowed to enter by the soul it belonged to. Basically, all were green, but one. I approached the red door and as I asked my guide about it, an old man came of the door yelling to get away from it and to leave heaven because I didn't belong there and then; He went back to his room. The room was across a staircase so while I was gonna turn around and ask my guide what was all that about a soul coming down the stairs that appeared as a white dude in his late twenties started to answer my question that he read from my mind. He said that basically all souls in heaven are reborn but some never want to leave and after being in heaven for so long they lock their room doors. He explained nobody knows why and that heaven has infinite number of souls and they haven't all taken a human vessel. People can reborn in many different living things even basically any organism across the whole universe. That we are all "murders" in a sense. There is no hell and there is essentially no heaven, but we as a giant sentient being take control over tasks like a small cell in a human body, and when we "die" we come to this place to contemplate on our tasks. I then asked what was upstairs and he responded "go look for yourself." I then appeared instantly into what my guide called the suicide attic. It was a beautiful place full of black smoky fetus looking "souls" that hanged from the sealing like worms. It felt very sad. The guide explained they all have taken their life, but it wasn't bad nor good. They went into this state because choosing your end by your hand requires a deep contemplation to understand what comes next. One of the fetuses turned into a bright ball of light all of a sudden and went bouncing across the room like a basket ball until one fetus turned into a hoop and the ball exploded with light as it entered it. A person appear smiling saying he was done and all the fetus near by turned also into people and walked down the stairs. When one soul finds the answer, it explodes and the near by souls get a little bit of this substance accelerating their process and they too finish but without exploding, the guide said. He then explained I was very lucky to see it because this process takes a long time thats why all houses have a suicide attic full of them, but he said sometimes the explosions are much bigger and it clears almost the entire attic. He explained a lot of souls come and visit like the one going downstairs in front of the old soul room to maybe witness this process because they say the explosion brings joy to anyone around and it and last centuries. He also explained I couldn't see everyone else because they didn't want to be seen by me because they had no clue about the repercussions of my contact with them. Heaven is a strange reality where physics laws do not exist but most follow some they feel good about thats why I never heard the waves breaking in the beach.