Sex with myself

Date: 9/4/2016

At first i was in my laundry room after taking a shower, and my dad comes in and tries to use the sink while im using it too. i feel extremely uncomfortable and keep telling him to leave but he wouldnt. i went to my room and he came with me and started to teach me how to pleasure a guy. i get really mad and yell at him that i dont want my dad to teach me shit like that i want my boyfriend to teach me. exposing to him that i have a boyfriend online now. he leaves and i close my door loudly. i think about robert (my s.o) and want to talk to him but now i see myself in my bed naked, legs spread out asking me to touch myself. i lay down on me putting my face into my boobs. touching them and feeling the softness. i grind onto myself and it feels good but i dont see whats going on down there. maybe i wasnt myself, maybe i was my s.o. having sex with me.