Date: 10/11/2018
By shardi
🚀 This is about to dreams from the night before last. The first one I’ve only got vague snatches of it, but the basic gist is that Miles was back from being an astronaut, and we as a family were all terribly proud of him. He was doing some sort of speech and in it he thanked me for organising his food for him on the trip, and I thought, well I didn’t do much really but I liked being thanked. Seems so random! No mention of astronauts anywhere lately. Veronica thought this might be to do with spreading my wings in my life, what might be possible....the sky’s the limit type of thing. Mum thought it might be something to do with Joe’s new job, because we are all very proud of him about that and he is spreading his wings. I’m inclined to think that’s probably more likely, but there again I do have that sense of the future opening up and I don’t know what’s going to happen but it’s exciting just because I feel better. 🎉 The second dream is more clear. I am going to party held by Greg and Anna Fane, from Lincoln LCF... not people I was particularly close to, but we seemed very pleased to see each other and they were very nice to me and very kind. I can’t remember much else about who else was there, but I was given a lift and I was having a great time, enjoying everyone and time passed quickly. I thought that I wasn’t going to stay that long, I kept saying I’d better leave now, being still aware of my limitations (tho there was no wheelchair) but in the end I stayed till 6 o’clock in the morning. Then I was aware of needing to get home and I was wondering what to do, then I was offered a lift home as well, with no problems, they were glad to. There was also something that sticks in my head when I was leaving the house, there was a drop from one level to another, they showed me how they got from top to bottom (sort of throwing themselves off into funny little slings) and I thought, there is no way I’m going to manage that, but then they had an easier way and they laughed and said, of course we’re not going to ask you to do that when you’re not used to it. At the back of my mind I was thinking, oh dear, mum is going to be worried about me being out so long, but all was well and I felt fine and I’d had a great time. Again when I was talking to Veronica about this she thought that there was a sense of extending my boundaries in this dream too, and I think that that is right – whether it’s my imagination thinking, what is possible, or God actually saying, look I’m doing this...? Even if it’s not the latter, there is something changing in my sense of hope at a deeper level which is transformative in itself.