Woke up crying (Andy’s death)

Date: 8/23/2020

woke up crying because i thought Andy was dying because he peed through his nose. it was a saturday night and sunday the vet is closed so i was screaming and crying and i was trying to check if i was dreaming and my sister was like no you’re not dreaming. so then i continued agonizing and going ballistic. then i finally woke up with a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes, just to come to the realization that Andy already passed away last september.