I’m in a nursing home

Date: 3/11/2020

I’m sick with coronavirus and in a nursing home. For some reason my body is withered and beef jerky textured, almost like the Undead characters in Dark Souls, but even more emaciated. I’m so withered that my body literally looks like dried meat barely clinging to the bone. Today I guess I’m getting a massage to try and alleviate some of the aches in my beef jerky muscles. I’m lying in a bathtub and the massage therapist is working on me, it works but at one point I’m afraid my shoulder bone will literally snap off my spine because it can’t handle the pressure on it. The massage therapist leaves, but doesn’t realize I’m too weak to get up and leave the bathtub. I run some hot water and just lie there floating in the tub. I fall asleep until the next morning when the caretaker finds me again and just seems mad that I didn’t say I needed help.