The second day

Date: 9/28/2019

The next day when my mom went to work and my dad stayed at work all the time around 12 o’clock in the afternoon he came in my room and told me to go to the computer. This time I said no I don’t want to look at that. He said why not it’s a normal thing to look at i said no. And he grabbed my arm tight , i tryed to push him off of me but he was bigger and stronger than me . To get him to let go of me I told him I would go to the computer. So he let go of me. And I went to the computer there he showed me the videos of the nakedness women and men having sex with each... as I stared at the computer my brother announced to me that he was going to do those same thing to me i was not scared at the time until he put me in his room and told me to take off my clothes ,i than realized that I I didn’t have a choice he was stronger and bigger . When I took off my clothes he came up to me and started to touch me i felt so occurred when he touched me. He grabbed me by my breast a again until the throbbed than he went down towards my Virginia and constantly rubbed it till I began to shake,i was so confused about why I was shaking .my brother said I know you like it he kelps going even though I said stop. , he said it again I know you like it don’t fight it but I did any way. Eventually he had stop after I started to cry . He called me cry baby and he gave me money not to say anything to mom or dad and he said if I find out you told mom or dad I’ll hurt you ,the money is to keep you quiet he had given me 20 dollarsI was upset I went to my room and just stair at my window wondering trying to figureout why me why not my sister but I thought long and hard and I told my self that I could never let this happen to my sisters she could never know until the time is right