White building, sacred grounds, past life?

Date: 5/4/2021

There was a huge building in the forest. maybe in the country. Anyway it wasn't close to the city and it wasn't too remote. And it was old and white, ancient, like an institutional building. Inside, in the bottom, at the foundation there was a sacred grounds type thing. A cursed grounds or spiritual place. It manifested as white mist. I was in this building in various timelines. in one I was a young student. I was with a few different lovers, trying to find the one I wanted. There was some inequality due to homophobia - it was the times. I'm not sure my gender... I think I was male. And maybe I was black? Or my partner may have been but I think I was. Either way the entire schoolboy years was interesting. I painted the wall a lot, had a loyal friend who helped. Yes that's right, he was the white boy. I was black and there was also a girl I might have liked too. Something about a ... dance. And people objecting to us all going together. Anyway the painting I did was of a cute pink spirit creature that protected the school. Later - much later when it was all ruins and the building was just a hollow tower without even floors anymore. I was there contemplating what to do with the sacred ruin, how to translocate it. If I even should. And using the energy and the grounds fkr a few things. I finally concluded I could just not move it and restore the place. So I decided to do that.