Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 2/7/2018
By dmmart74
So I had just got to my house and I was getting off the car with my mom, as we got off and she stood across the vehicle she pulled a gun to my face and I took a few step backs, but I provoked her because I didn’t think she was serious I had said something like “okay then why don’t you just shoot me” and I put my hands up waiting for her to shoot me, but at the same time I remember my heart beating so damn much and my chest felt so tense because I knew deep down she was going to kill me, so she ended up shooting, but she missed and right when she shot I started running to my house and she continued to shoot at me, and I locked my doors and everything I texted this guy I have had a thing with on and off for 4 years (Bryan will be his name), a so so very complicated relationship, I texted him saying I love you and basically saying a goodbye, but I didn’t fill him in on what had happened yet, alright soo then before you know it’s night time and I thought my mom had got taken away, because she’s on probation so idk I put two and two together I thought she was gone, so I told Bryan to come and he brought his friends, but then this other dude I am currently talking to was there too??? All I remember was I felt so awkward and I was laying in between the both of them and I didn’t want to stay talking to one of them and ignore the other, but I was ignoring Bryan and I laid with the other guy in guilt , I just remember my face getting all hot and I wanted to get out of the situation so bad, and I was feeling sad and confused and because of what had happened with my mom and Bryan seemed sort of mad at me, well he didn’t show it because he always tries to seem unfazed but he seemed bothered and I just wanted to let him know what happened and idk, but then my mom happened to be in the house and all of them had to leave