Nervous

Date: 1/14/2019

Several parts. I just moved in with Taylor. Like Richmond house. I had moved in some food I vaguely remembered bringing in. Mom brought me mail from everyone. I happened to get a letter from Isaiah, full of stickers and notes that still cut into me. I ended up crying before Taylor said she wanted me to walk back to her room with her. I ended up going to get a snack after and found a mess. The kitchen kids argued about it and I said I’d be cleaning it if no one could agree on it. First dream I was moved into this new school. Kind of like the Reggio building, it has portraits. A prof really liked mine, and I kept getting feelings of threat from him whenever he’d be close, announcing things in front of everyone and awarding people and such. Rapey. Motif of later. Was at an old family get together with a family that wasn’t my family but was. We all eat kind of on the front porch. I was a young cousin or something. Reminded me of grandma Margaret’s house. When going in to grab something from the kitchen, I was afraid of one of the uncles following me. Bad things would happen if they did. I tried finding a convoluted way through the house. To avoid them.