tw: sexual assault but also theres cute stuff bc my mind

Date: 7/5/2021

beachouse but its giannas house and i stay there a lot bc were neighbors but its also meryls house and something something happens and i invite gavin for a sleepover or whatever and we hold hands and walk to the beach and to the balcony but when i want to take him downstairs the older kids are like no ?? literally go play like a normal kid i don’t want yall to have sex ? and im like 😐 fine i guess. but we went down anyways but went back up again holding hands 💕💕💕🦋🦋🦋🦋🧸🧸 but then gavin leaves and ..... another guy comes i don’t even want to talk abt it . he pressures me to gave s word and im rly nervous about getting pregnant so we just do like rubbing and he sucked my boobs :/ but that still made me nervous and meryl was like talking to me but i couldn’t focus bc i was like well what if he filmed it and posted it ??? then theres a second dream but i forget that one completely except for the part that i was walking down the street in manhattan but it was rly hot.