My old crush

Date: 1/28/2018

In real life i had crush on that person for 4 years or so, and he went to the same school and he’s also my neigbour so and we had mutual friends, he has talked to me before, his friends have talked to me and my friends before but we were still strangers to each other but i knew he knew about me, and he knew i knew about him. I don’t know if he knew i had a crush on him but he acted so strange and he always stared at me like he saw some kind of wonder and he was always trying to get my attention and he was acting so obvious, you would’ve been dumb to not think he didn’t like me. I had doubts too. Some of my friends thought he liked me but never got my hopes up. For several years he acted that strange and i was in doubts cause - why wasn’t he planning to get to know me or tell me how he felt about me? Then things were complicated and i moved to another school so we couldn’t see each other everyday anymore. I mean.. we could barely see each other. And i felt like he was starting to forget me, i always felt sad because of it. 2 years later now i have fully moved on, and i barely even think about him anymore. I used to have dreams about him EVERY SINGLE DAY. And now that i don’t have feelings for him anymore, i don’t have dreams about him anymore, UNLESS he crosses my mind for like 2secs and i tell myself “good thing that i don’t like him anymore, i 100% know that” and whenever i say that to myself, i always dream about him. I was thinking last night how good i felt now that i didn’t like him anymore and that i totally knew i didn’t have feelings for him anymore. And last night i had a dream, me and my old crush were in my bedroom. I wasn’t sure if we were friends or bf/gf but i knew we haven’t kissed yet. I was acting goofy and stuff and i was encouraging him to do somethung that i don’t remember and he was telling me he wouldn’t. So hugged him and started kissing him on the cheek saying “do it please please please...” repeatedly. And i could FEEL THE SENSE of kissing him on the cheek and i felt it not just in my dream but like FOR REAL. I could sense it. It felt so real. And he was laughing and i was too and we were so close to each other (ON A FREAKING BED) and i was kissing him on the cheek repeatidly so he would do whatever i told him and he was hugging me while i was doing it and i was so close to his face in a dream i thought “it would he so good if i kissed him” but i couldn’t. I don’t know why i felt guilty about thinking that but even though i wanted to kiss him so bad, i stopped and just looked at him and i felt like he wanted to kiss me too. But neither of us did it and then i don’t remember the rest of my dream. I remember we stopped whatever we were doing and the dream ended. I searched for dream meaning in google and it said that kissing a person in a dream means that i like him and he likes me too. Cause kissing on the cheek is something very special. Idk. Can someone help?