I can’t remember much

Date: 7/15/2018

Well I woke up at six this morning and didn’t actually get up until much later, so I can’t remember everything. I do remember overeating and being sad about that because I have a history of different eating disorders. I also remember going to my college campus for the second time ever, most likely because my orientation is tomorrow. And besides that really not much. I accidentally pushed my mom down the stairs and that was awful. Edit: Things just came rushing back in little pieces. There was an honors ceremony where I had to go up and give a speech. I thought I was giving it alone but the announcer mentioned a guy I used to like would be giving it with me, and I saw him get flustered and his friends act weird towards him, which makes me mad because I was trying to forget about him. Not cause he did anything wrong I just am moving away so it doesn’t matter. I also remember going shopping, I think with my sister just to a random department store. There wasn’t really anything special that happened there it just connects to me doing my first big adult shopping trip yesterday. Annnnd that’s pretty much it.