car crash/ what does it mean please help

Date: 8/28/2016

By anva

I was with my friends at the beach having lunch and we were wondering if we were going to stay and have a drink or leave, I don't know how but I remember taking a little sip of a cup must have been alcohol and all of a sudden we decide to go, so everyone gets in different cars and one goes in the car with me (btw I've never learned how to drive so this is all weird) so I'm driving and in my dream I'm a bit cautious because in my dream I'm aware that I suck at driving so I'm trying to not kill anyone well that did not last idk how or why but I start to get super anxious like I know something bad is going to happen and all of a sudden we are signing in the car and I loose control of the wheel and I'm trying no gain control again and all of the cars are honking and swerving trying not to get hit and I can see two cars go out the street into a hole so I'm still trying not to kill myself and I see another car completely slam into a pole and I can see they are hurt but I get control of the car and I keep driving like nothing happen and my friend is like they will get help your fine just drive so our friends call us like wtf happened are you guys ok stop the police are going to find you and my friend is like naaaah we are fine and I just keep driving so about a min goes by when I see in the rearview mirror police sirens go of and we were about to go into a curve and we are in a mountain type part so we are pretty high up and I just slam on the brakes to stop but almost fell out of the road if that makes any sense so the police man comes in takes the handcuffs and puts one on the steering wheel and the other to my hand so I'm freaking the fuck out I know I don't have a license because I can't fucking drive my friend gets out of the car and I'm trying to call my parents but can't get signal so I'm crying at this point and I start yelling to my friends the numbers they need to call to reach my parents and they completely refuse to help me they just keep saying we are not getting involved this is all on you, I get to the police station and there are a ton of people trying to figure out what happened to the people on the accident and I'm just there crying and can't call no one and no one is there with me and I'm thinking in my head why would they all leave me aren't they my friends I keep on bawling my eyes out and then one of my friends comes trough the door and I'm so relived then they tell me that they are going to ask me some questions and tell me to clean up my hair and face a bit since I was crying a lot and that was when I woke up does someone know what all of this means?