N: abandonment/jealousy

Date: 9/25/2017

it started off cool, but turned into us going to this competition that was also a camp where you were put into focus groups for the whole time, who you stayed in a room with, separated from the others, the whole time also. I was swapped to a bunch of girls who hated me, Evan was swapped to a one-on-one with the hottest and nicest girl at camp. I tried not to be jealous but it was hard. especially when I then hardly saw him for the rest of the camp except for at the competition aspects. and in those aspects she was doing really well against him and he was like bummed but really impressed. I tried to comfort him but he was distracted by her. this is the only time I saw him and he wouldn't even speak to me about anything but her. it sucked. lots of dreams led into this. one of which involved a shoot-out type scenario where I was hiding a lot and having to kill-or-be-killed. there was others on my side which was nice, but ultimately they wanted me dead.