Hard truth...

Date: 8/20/2018

Side note, I've been sober for 4 years now. I used to drink. A lot. Anyway, I dreamt I was with my mom. We were driving along and pulled over at a truck stop like place. I was inside standing in line. Guy walks in behind me. I notice...it is a guy I haven't seen since middle school. We will call him Remo. Remo says, hey dude it has been so long! We do that handshake/hug thing and talk. Then I buy my stuff and im walking out and he asks me to wait a sec outside. I do and he comes up and says hey can I get a favor? Could u run into the liquor store for me? I said....no way. So he follows me and asks my mom the same. She says no. He begins to whine and be irritable and complain. I thought.....was that really how I used to be? How i would act? Then I woke up. I thought, wow. I seriously used to be that way. *Immediately embarrassed