(my most vivid lucid) school and experimenting w dreams

Date: 11/24/2018

By squidward

i remember walking into my old school. the one that starts with a W. i heard myself say “you’ll need to remember this day in the future” and i thought to myself, “why would i need to remember this?” and i realized that how old I was and that if i was looking back at a memory, there’s no way it would feel that vivid and real. it pretty much clicked for me immediately that i was dreaming. i walked into the school and my gym teacher saw me. she said that she wanted to talk to me after school. i knew she only wanted to scold me for never showing up (not far from reality ayy) i said okay and went into the gym. i decided that gym class was OVER and walked around the halls instead. i saw students running around and having fun. i could feel myself waking up a teeny bit because i was getting excited, so i just gently calmed myself down and stayed in the dream (which was way easier than i thought it’d be. i remember one thing that helped me stay in it was telling myself i was acting like i didn’t know i was dreaming so none of my dream characters would get suspicious of me lol idk but it worked) and that happened 2 or 3 times i remember walking into a cafeteria. this part of my dream was pretty unstable though, so its hard to remember. i don’t know what happened, but all of a sudden, i was at home on my bed on my laptop. i was listening to music. i cant remember all the songs, but i remember that there were four songs that i listened to. the first one was subtle invitation by mariah carey. the second one was bringin’ on the heartbreak by mariah carey, but it was being covered by some kpop people. i think that maybe i heard fourth of july by mariah carey and maybe i heard fly like a bird by mariah carey, but those ones are iffy this is the part where my dream got so vivid. i cant believe how real this felt. in the moment, it felt exactly like real life and it was blowing my mind. i thought to myself, “i’m in a lucid dream right now, whats something that would be cool to do?” and it was mad hard to think of something. it felt like every time i tried to think, my mind would wander somewhere else. i finally remembered how pretty skies are in my dreams, so i decided i wanted to look out my window through the blinds. at first, the sky was kind of plain white/grey, but i told myself that i wanted a pretty sky. almost immediately, the sky changed into a dark purple color with some black and i was in so much awe. for some reason, that one picture of tyler joseph and josh dun where tyler’s hand is in josh’s pocket was just casually on the trees and it had snow on it. the snow looked so strange, it looked like circles. i remember looking at the snow and being like “hahaha bloop bloop bloop, you’re circular snow” and then i walked away from my window i tried to think of another thing to do. i remembered that i should try to fly. i also remembered that i should eat something and see how good it tastes. i saw my vitamins, but i told myself i already took them today, so i can’t take them again (i guess i forgot that reality and dreams don’t really correlate whoops.) i didn’t have much of a chance for the rest of what i wanted to do because pretty suddenly, i heard this train coming in the distance. it got louder and louder and then i woke up. the transition from my dream to being awake was so fast that i didn’t realize it was happening until it happened, so i didn’t really get a chance to try and stay in it.