im ghost

Date: 1/9/2021

ok first bits of the night was like i was washing someones hair and placing spoonfula of shampoo granules on the top and the bottom of the head and maybe going too hrd with the head and prob scratching their scalp with my nails. i forget what happens but i kinda let ling deal with it. the dream i had before waking up was something like its my mothers bday and she says smth like my skins dry basically nothing nice as always and so i just ask her to fuck off or smth along those lines and slam the door and hide in some broom closet? we r at someone elses home and like at a party or smth. basically while im there a name forms like betty or smth? like somehow i die there and this place is said to be haunted by the spirit of betty and in this case i am that betty. and then almost like a movie starts im having a quiet but heated conversation with a boy thats like my brother. we r both maybe kids? it seems like we r poor and working at a farm house and we have a paper thin/light dog and i go to grab the fluffy house dog and toss our own doggl and he lands like a feather. as i carry fluffy dog and walk to the other room where my brother is some words appear on screen that says smth like "50hours before exorcism" smth ominous and creepy.