Intense For Different Reasons

Date: 6/30/2021

The dream started off with me at a party. I think it was supposed to be this girl Amanda’s house where I went to a party irl in high school and the cops ended up showing up cause there were too many people. Anyway, the house was really big like mansion size and there were a lot of people like thousands in my dream. I remember being in some bathroom stall like the ones u see in public bathrooms except it was all wood like an outhouse kind of. There were two girls on the other end of the door messing with me and saying they were gonna walk in as I was peeing. Next think Ik I’m in the basement and I see my ex from across the room and we make eye contact. I walked up to her and picked her up and we started making out as I walked her over to a corner. I remember pinning her against the wall and than things suddenly changed like I was reminded that we broke up irl or something. Next thing Ik we’re sitting at a table and she’s saying sad things but it doesn’t necessarily make sense. I just felt like she was breaking up with me all over again for some reason. The dream transitions again at this point but now it’s me and like only 6 other people. Ik my ex, mom, and an old friend of mine that I’m no longer friends with due to drug use were there. We are all still in the same house but there’s no party going on anymore. I get the feeling that my old friend was part of some cult and was trying to get me to join. I said something like, “dude I’m not joining your mentally unstable and need help” his vibe switched after I said that and I remember feeling like my mom and ex were trying to help me get out of the house cause my old friend was trapping me. But only mentally I felt like I couldn’t leave but I could physically leave. Last thing I remember is I’m finally outside the house in the front yard and I see my mom walking in front of me. I realize that this part of the dream is reoccurring and Ik my friend is gonna come out of no where and slit my moms throat. So I start telling my mom I love her repeatedly as I’m crying and she’s confused and starts getting worried. I see him come up from behind her and I start screaming “No! Get tf away from her!” I was able to punch him this time and prevent him from killing her but after that he just stood there and it was like everyone else but me forgot what just happened and they were acting like all was good including my mom. I was getting pissed off and saying that he’s insane and needs to be locked up. He ends up leisurely walking away in front of everyone and I’m raising hell but no one has any reaction. This is where I woke up and I’m still annoyed about the ending.