Bottom Surgery, Betrayal

Date: 2/28/2023

Blix and I walk into a clinic or something and are waiting in line, and I realize that we're somehow both there to get bottom surgery. I get scared and decide I'm not gonna do it, but Blix decides to go through with it. Later there are children playing and having a communication conflict where one is continuously trying to get the other's attention, and the other is ignoring them and playing with other kids. I feel like I can explain to them why each of them are upset so I try to, and they seem receptive. Then I realize that one of them has just had surgery and I feel bad for trying to have such a potentially intense discussion with them while they're recovering. They're an adult now, but they're not Blix. Then I'm talking to Blix and she is thanking me for encouraging her to pursue something which involves moving far away, I can't remember what. I'm happy for her, but then I gather that she's leaving super soon. I say "wait you're leaving Monday??" and she says "no I'm leaving after London, so I'm leaving on Wednesday!". I get sad, then I was like "you were just gonna not tell me and let me get bottom surgery and just disappear on me??" and she smiles and starts laughing at me. I get really sad, her eyes turn like pale and glassy and she's like evil-laughing at me lol. I was sad and scared and woke up and cried a little. Then I decided I was gonna write down my dream, but waited a minute with my eyes closed and immediately forgot a bunch of it.

AI generated interpretation This dream could be interpreted as a reflection of your fears about abandonment, betrayal, and transitioning. The clinic may represent a place of transformation, both physical and emotional. You are scared to make the transition, but Blix is determined, which may suggest that you admire her courage and strength. The children's conflict could represent the inner battle you are facing between staying in your comfort zone and taking a risk to become a better version of yourself. The fact that you felt bad for bringing up a potentially intense discussion while they were healing could be a reflection of your awareness of the fragility of the process. The conversation with Blix may be a reflection of your fear of being left behind or forgotten as she pursues her goals. Her laughing at the end could represent a fear that she will betray you, or that her success may be at the expense of your own. Overall, this dream could be interpreted as expressing a fear of change, betrayal, and abandonment. It also highlights your admiration for Blix's courage and determination as well as your own uncertainty about the transition process.