Love is blue

Date: 11/3/2024

I dreamt that I had somehow said yes to marrying this girl. I have no idea who she was but I had said yes as part of some tv show. They had given us and our families a million dollars to pull off this beautiful extravagant wedding in a church in Hawaii. I’m really not sure why I agreed to do it because it was obvious I wasn’t into her - I think I just wanted her family to have the money. It got to the point where we were in the church at the wedding service and I was super upset and crying really hard. I was consulting all these people in my life separately, I even consulted a potted pine tree at one point?? The main reason I didn’t want to get married obviously was Keegan was still my boyfriend in the dream and I was still in love with him. The excuse I said to people though was that I was realizing how young I still was. I remember doing a dance with her dad and feeling really disgusted and sad. The name of the show was “love is blue”. I was googling stuff the whole time like “what happens if you say no at the alter on love is blue” and I determined that no one would get the money if I said no. So I ultimately decided to say yes - also just to not break this girls heart in front of everyone bc she was so clearly in love with me - and figure out how to get a divorce later. I felt so trapped and like I had no options. I ended up texting Keegan and saying “I understand if you hate me after this but I still love you and you’re the reason I’m going to figure out how to break up with her later”. I woke up before the end of all of this but it was crazy

AI generated interpretation This dream is quite complex and can be interpreted as reflecting various underlying emotions and conflicts within your subconscious mind. The context of the dream suggests that it may be exploring feelings of entrapment, obligation, and conflict between your emotional desires and external pressures. The dream setting of a wedding in Hawaii with a million-dollar budget provided for by a TV show suggests a sense of artificiality and external influence in the decision to marry this unknown girl. This could symbolize feelings of pressure to conform to societal norms or meet external expectations, even at the expense of your personal desires or relationships. Your emotional distress and crying during the wedding ceremony indicate a deep inner conflict and unhappiness with the situation. Consulting various people in your life, as well as a potted pine tree, may symbolize seeking guidance and support from different sources to make sense of your emotions and decisions. The presence of your boyfriend Keegan in the dream and your realization that you are still in love with him highlights unresolved feelings and attachment to a past relationship. The excuse you give for not wanting to marry the girl, citing your youth, may suggest a fear of committing to something prematurely or feeling unprepared for a significant life change. The name of the TV show, "Love is Blue," may symbolize a sense of emotional detachment or confusion in your relationships, as well as the idea that love can be complex and unpredictable. Your research on what happens if you say no at the altar may reflect a fear of disappointing others or facing consequences for asserting your own desires. Ultimately, your decision to say yes in the dream out of a sense of obligation and a desire to spare the girl's feelings could indicate a tendency to prioritize others' needs over your own, even when it goes against your true feelings. The plan to figure out how to get a divorce later suggests a desire for autonomy and freedom from a situation that feels constraining and inauthentic. Overall, this dream may be urging you to examine your relationships, choices, and sense of self-determination. It could be a reflection of unresolved emotions, internal conflicts, and the need to assert your own needs and priorities in the face of external pressures or expectations. Consider reflecting on how these themes resonate with your waking life and any areas where you may need to assert your own agency and authentic desires.