Squid and the whale

Date: 4/12/2019

I dreamt we were at a different looking college but it was still the End of the year. I woke up and my diary was out the table cade was using for his books . He wrote me this really inivstkve chalk message complete with drawings on some pull out chalkboard screens on the last day. I don’t remember it all but he said I was there too. I’ll miss you. It was beautiful and very dramatic My parents were there and I was trtrying to hide it from them, I slipped into another room. It was a gym with lots of padding and primary colors . I met with Christina Wagner and we talked about college and stuff. Then I went back to cade . I was crying . He was saying , it’s like the squid and the whale. And I was like no ... it’s the bird and the sky. I egged him to text me one word every day even if it’s just “squid.” I was a mess in his arms . I woke up