The One Where I Forget My Labor

Date: 3/26/2025

I’m in a dimly lit room breastfeeding my newborn baby — a girl — who looks strangely ethnic, with dark, curly hair. I say something about how we forgot to give her my colostrum, and someone — possibly Renee — says that we did. I’m very confused and realize that I must’ve blacked out and forgotten about it. I then realize that I don’t remember even giving birth. I’m immediately sad that I was finally able to give birth naturally and am unable to recall it.