Van sinking in lake. Super traumatizing

Date: 11/16/2022

In the first part I was waiting in an airport at the gate for a flight. Victoria Chaput was there and I think Vittoria Battavia as well. It felt like we were going on some kind of class trip. At one point they gave out some donuts/pastries type of things but I think I waited too long to try and get one and didn’t get anything. The second part was horrible. I was the sole survivor of a van crashing into a lake. The rest of the people who died were Magnus and his old classmates from folkeskole. I remember being seated in the van, it beginning to roll toward a lake, realizing what was happening and unbuckling my seatbelt, going into the water and starting to sink, then making it out of the window. I think I was wearing a puffer jacket so it was hard to stay afloat. But I remember treading water and watching as the van went down in front of me. I heard people screaming. And I knew I couldn’t realistically help them without risking me dying as well. It was the most hopeless horrible feeling I’ve nearly ever had in a dream. And fucking Magnus dying too? That was actually awful. In the next part of the dream I went to the funeral of one of the girls who died. I don’t remember a lot from it but I think I was with Magnus’ family. In the last part Axel was driving me somewhere. It was quiet, and a little awkward (I’m not sure if this was in the same universe where Magnus had died). Suddenly he put his hand on my thigh. I looked over but it was Keegan driving instead. Then I think he leaned over and we kissed. I don’t remember if anything else happened

AI generated interpretation Based on the content of your dream, it appears that you may be experiencing feelings of anxiety and fear, potentially related to your relationships and life events. The airport setting and class trip may represent a sense of anticipation or excitement for something in your waking life, perhaps related to social connections or travel. However, the fact that you were unable to obtain a pastry may indicate a fear of missing out on opportunities or being left behind. The second part of the dream is particularly significant, as it involves the traumatic event of a van sinking into a lake and the death of several people, including someone important to you, Magnus. This may reflect a fear of loss or an inability to help those you care about, as well as a sense of powerlessness or hopelessness. The fact that you were the sole survivor may suggest a sense of responsibility for those who perished and survivor's guilt. The funeral scene further reinforces the theme of grief and loss, and the fact that you were with Magnus' family may indicate a fear of letting them down or not being there for them in times of need. The final part of the dream, involving Axel and Keegan, may represent a desire for intimacy or connection, but the awkwardness and confusion around who is driving and who initiates the kiss suggests uncertainty or insecurity in your relationships, perhaps related to a fear of rejection or betrayal. Overall, your dream suggests a complex mix of emotions, including anxiety, fear, grief, and desire for connection, and may be reflective of your current life experiences and relationships. It may be helpful to explore these feelings further and consider ways to address any underlying concerns or challenges in your waking life.