I Must Seriously Need to Get Some!

Date: 2/19/2019

In my dream I saw something; a YouTube video or something; that made me realize the job my husband was trying to get was "innappropriate"! He wanted to work IN a whore house. I thought he wanted to "bust" whores and 'johns' and whatever, and he still claimed he did want that, but he supposedly wanted to do that from within a whore house. Like he was under cover or something. And it wasnt just any whore house. It was like a sex slave sort of thing. They wd make girls do things they didnt want to do. The girls didnt even want to be there, but they had been bought & sold and abused and who knows what before they ended up here. They wd have to (all of them together - I saw this) get naked then get on their knees all in a line (not side by side but one in front of the other, so you cd look through all their spread legs at once and see to the other side.. That sounds dumb, Im not explaining properly but you know what I mean). In the vision or video or whatever, I saw someone looking between the girls legs. It was as though someone hid a recorder in the back of the girls and I saw all the way through to the person looking through at the front. The top of the screen was nothing but vaginas. The side of the screen was the girls' legs, all spread. At the bottom was the floor, and the middle showed through to a person peeking through to the other side (which showed a man like Al showing the 'client' just how this thing worked. He got to 'f**k' the girl at the back of the line. Since she was holding onto the girl in front of her and so on and so on, all the girls moved when he f**ked the girl in the back. Then when he was finished, the girl in the front of the line moved to the back, and she was the next one to be f**ked. There was a whole rotation of girls to go through). And they sold these clutches that had a button on the top to make them vibrate. We had one of these clutches for some reason. As soon as the video ends, Al sighs and says out of nowhere (he had just been lying there quietly, unaware I was even watching a video abt it) says something abt how he really wants that job! I get angry and tell him I thought that job was something else! He tries to justify it and make it sounds like it's so innocent. I say "After all the crap you've done to me, do you REALLY think Id let you work in a place like that?!" And he says "You cant stop me". And I say, "No. I cant. But I can leave you. And I will if you take that job." "Oh here we go, you're gonna break up w me?!" "Yes, Al, we WILL break up. We haven't had sex in abt 7 yrs and Ive stayed by your side remaining faithful, but if you think Im going to stay by your side while you go off and f**k a bunch of whores - which I KNOW YOU WILL - then we WILL break up". I then grab the vibrating clutch and turn it on to vibrate (I didnt even know it did that until I watched that video). I try to put in on his crotch but he says it tickles and laughs. I get frustrated. He never wants to be touched, always so embarrassed by his E.D. He grabs the clutch from me and instead puts it in between MY legs. It feels good. I lie there for a few minutes before I start moving my hips. He stops me. Says not to move too much bc something abt how small the clutch is and how it'll move and no longer hit my cl*t if I move around too much, even if he tries holding it there. Then he starts role playing an entire "scene" with me. In the dream I knew the scene. And I could NOT believe he was role playing something I was into JUST to sexually satisfy ME! He wasnt even getting anything out of it! I seriously cdnt believe it bc he's never really cared abt my sexual needs before! While we were going at it, the cougar in our room wanted something (we apparently had a pet cougar). I had snuck it inside earlier. It was not suppose to be in here. We cdnt finish up our sexual daliance w/ the cougar at our feet, so I got up to let him out. At first I was just going to put him in the next room which had tree branches for him to climb on. But that room was next to my mums bedroom. If my mum woke up and came out of her room, the cougar might attack her bc he didnt know her. So instead I had to take him all the way outside. Unfortunately for some stupid reason, getting outside meant climbing out the upstairs window. We got out and had to grab a limb from a tree hanging between our house and the "animal house" next door (a house where actual literal animals lived). This limb had an anaconda on it which had to wrap around the cougar to kinda swing it next door. As the snake wrapped itself around the cougar, a strong wind blew in. It was so strong it blew the two houses towards one another. I was still on that limb which was right in front of one of our windows. I went flying through the window, glass breaking everywhere. Q and Reece had been sleeping in there until I came busting through. And I noticed in the short moments I was gone, Al had gone into their room and reaaranged their bed. It was now in the middle of the room, between the two windows, and he was lying on the opposite side of the bed w them, reading. It was innocent enough, but I was like, "UH UH! WE'RE NOT FINISHED WITH WHAT WE STARTED!" He acted completely uninterested and I was FURIOUS! I was like, "DUDE! I NEED TO GET OFF! DONT LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!". Reece went over to the window and was petting the head of the anaconda on the branch. The anaconda was huge, of course, her big green eyes staring as Reece pet its head. I was afraid that thing wd attack him. I told him "NO! DONT PET HIM!" after each pet, but he continued to do it probably abt 5 or 6 times. He did stop after that, thankfully. That's what I remember. The snakes eyes were really vibrant. That shade of green, with the black slit in them... Wow. Dreams are... I dont even know. Dreams just 'ARE', I guess. Lol!

AI generated interpretation This dream is filled with various complex and intense themes, highlighting underlying concerns and emotions in the dreamer's subconscious mind. The dream begins with a shocking revelation about the dreamer's husband wanting to work undercover in a sex slave establishment. This may symbolize feelings of betrayal or conflict within the relationship. The idea of being in a place where individuals are forced into uncomfortable and degrading situations likely reflects the dreamer's fear of being in a powerless or vulnerable position in their own life or relationship. The mention of the vibrating clutch in the dream could symbolize a desire for sexual satisfaction or intimacy that may be lacking in the dreamer's waking life. The frustration with the husband's lack of sexual interest and the subsequent role-playing scene may represent the dreamer's longing for genuine connection and understanding in their sexual relationship. The presence of the cougar in the dream could symbolize untamed or primal instincts, possibly representing the dreamer's own wild and uninhibited desires. The struggle with releasing the cougar and the chaotic events that follow may reflect a sense of unpredictability or uncontrollable forces in the dreamer's life. The appearance of the anaconda in the dream, especially being petted by another character, may symbolize hidden fears or threats lurking beneath the surface. The dreamer's fear of the snake attacking the petter could indicate a sense of foreboding or apprehension about potential harm or danger in their environment. Overall, this dream suggests a mix of fears, desires, and unresolved emotions within the dreamer's subconscious mind. It may be beneficial for the dreamer to explore these themes further in order to understand and address any underlying issues or conflicts in their waking life.