The Dizzy and the Junkie

Date: 10/13/2019

2 49 a.m. I was with my first wife except we were teenagers again but my first boy was just walking. Her and i were in a weird stage. As in....we weren't really together. It felt like i was trying to repair things but she wasn't interested but was there anyway. So....as that weird feeling settles....she called a friend of hers. We were at my mom's house. Laying there. We were on our sides. Me, her amd her friend in a weord circle, triangle shape. Theybwere tslking and the little ones, my boy and th e friend's girl, both very young, were playing. That weird, awkward feeling was still there. Well.....they get the kids and start leaving. I go out to see what was going on. The friend leaves. I go in. Soon after, she comes inside too. Im in the couch in the living room. She puts the baby to sleep and comes to where i am. Lays on the couch and props her feet in my lap. Out of nowhere she starts being very sweet. I start feeling like....maybe we are fixing this. Next thing im walking out to my truck, the small one i had years ago. I get in and decide to just cruise around town. Im listening to the radio feeling good about her and myself when suddenly.....i am incredibly dizzy. I pull over and it gets worse. I decide to take a few steps and walk it off. It gets worse and worse so i try asking someone in town to help me get to the hospital. They were standing outside of a really nice restaurant in town. An Italian restaurant that never existed in town. He isn't helping so im wabbeling everywhere, dizzy as hell asking people for help. I hear a few say he is drunk. So i go back outside but right before I do a waiter hands me a really high bill out of nowhere. He grabbed my arm. I jerked my arm away and went out. Outside i remember saying can u help me im not drunk. No answer. But i knew the town. And this feeling came over me. If they think im drunk, the police will come and take me to sober up. Ill be in jail all night. I need to get back to her (the girl at my house.) So i started running and the more i ran the more the dizzy went away and the faster i became until I was running down a highway. I saw lights and thought please dont be a cop.....sure enough it was. I saw a disel coming and to avoid being hit i climbed up some hills/rocks and hopped down. It was like i could hear his thoughts. "No drunk guy could do that." He pulled away. Then i saw another guy. I asked about the hospital. The dizzy was coming back. He told me to go back the way i came. Going back i saw some disfigured junkie talking all crazy. He began following me. The dizzy was worse. I see the hospital. It is up on a rocky hill so as i get close, the junkie keeps following me as the dizzy gets worse. Remember the first guy? He comes up and apparently he was looking for the drug guy trying to talk sense to him. I started climbing and when i was close to the top, the junkie was following me again. I was pulling myself over the rail at the top and the junkie was grabbing me so i pushed his face hard. The skin was paper thin and felt like it could just rip straight off. The guy talking sense to him took offe se to it and let him go like he wantes him to attack me and he said.....that's a women your hitting too! Ad im pushing this thing off of me by the door of the hospital. I said.....i don't care what it is! And i grabed what hair it had left and said NOT ANYMORE!!! and pushed and pulled and ripped her face and scslp off. She was crying like actually crying except now she was just a skull with muscle attached. Then i woke up.