tampon troubles

Date: 11/4/2020

so lets start with this wok hey part im on the phone with hanna whos helping me decide which set to buy. and i settle for the one that comes with waffles? anyway i also get to sit and wait and they point me to the free water which seems like it could have been there for days just open cups of water i throw one down and fill it up. i sit down they make sure they get all the ingredients right with me. i believe after this i go to see someone whos telling me her cameltoes visible wearing some indian costume and i tell her nooo. and we meet some tall indian guy(like a love interest?) and we are all getting ready to head somewhere. theres claudia as well and at some point she disappears and comes back with a nose job. anyway im separated from these few but theres basically like 10 of us and the last stop is the beach and one of the girls even suntanning in the nude and she invites me to share her towel. thats sweet and i tell her ill be right back cus i know ive got my period and i need to stick a tampon so i head back to the building leading out to the beach. it somehow is like an immigrations building as well, like a place with ppl coming and going and a mall? i try and desperately look for a toilet but the mall is so dead and with barely Anyone. i head up an escalator cus i suddenly remember the map of the mall and head up and i see that its getting very ominous. theres an escalator up and none down(maybe its on another side) but basically the vibes im getting is, the 2nd floor is closed cus the lights r barely on and its veryyyy creepy. i go in the toilet near the escalator but it wont let me enter...? somehow i enter? but theres about like 3 or 4 grown men in..i try and get in a stall and dont even try and pee or get in the right position or whatever i just stick the tampon in with my underwear/shorts pushed to the side. and oh my god....first of all, it wont go... 2. its just Spurting blood... and its so traumatising as im typing this.. but its all this blood and these men outside. and one tries to come in but i in a very meek voice say, sorry hold on and im scared hes gonna peek up and see. but he doesnt. theres a man who says hes gonna take a shower. i keep shoving it in, it wont go, and the blood spurts and its not even regular period blood at this point, i feel like some of my guts are coming out... idk!!!! AH. the end. i believe. oh wait no i basically text the love interest guy that im in the mall level 2 toilet and im dying.