drowning

Date: 11/3/2016

I dreamt that I was in the ocean in an underwater community where people lived and I made a joke that if you got stuck between the two walls of glass you would drown down. And then a short time after, it opened and I was sucked in there and suddenly the water filled up and I was asking my friend or someone for help but nobody heard me and it felt like I was in the trunk of a car for some reason but it was all glass. And in my head I was freaking out and I was like no no I'm going to die shit I can't die yet. It was so vivid It really felt like I was drunk drowning and and I had all these thoughts that seemed real too. And then I was like I'm too young to die but if I keep fighting it it's going to be more painful. So I was telling myself that's it's going to be be ok and it's going to be fast and I felt myself internally crying but shortly after I told myself it was ok, my dream ended and I woke up breathing really heavily and having to calm down because I was out of breath.