Take it to da house

Date: 12/9/2021

First part- I am at work. Allison, Hannah, Heather and Lindsey and standing in the office looking towards the break room and are concerned. Becca’s dad and Becca are in the break room and Becca’s dad is yelling at her. No one is comfortable. For some reason Becca’s dad is holding Rotax on a leash. I step between him and Becca and tell him that this area is for employees only and as far as I knew he wasn’t an employee. He looks at me like where do I get the audacity and he looks down at rotax like I’m an idiot for confronting him while he is holding this dog. I start laughing at his face then- because rotax would never side with him in a fight, he doesn’t know who he is me rotax does not like men. Part two- I am in Athens at a thrift store/art house up on a hill, and in the basement room there is an art gallery with things for sale. Jack Black is there, and I am with him and some of his friends. We are looking at the art when I realize I’ve seen one of the paintings before. There is a collection from this particular artist- and the painting I recognize is of a skull. It’s a square painting with the skull in the center, oranges and muted tones. The skull is not scary, it’s almost gentle. It looks so familiar and I’m trying to place where I’ve seen it- on someone’s wall before. I look at the rest of her paintings and want to buy one- there is a small painting that is a few daisies in the ground, sparse, and the subtle outline of a skull behind them. I like it. I look for the painting in T-shirt form underneath but they don’t have any tshirts in that design. People are starting to recognize Jack black and he doesn’t want to be treated like a celebrity so we all begin to leave. As we walk out the front door and go outside I tell them I will catch up and I have to find my backpack. As I’m looking for my backpack this Woman approaches me and hands me a dark blue velvet punch and inside is some weed and a pipe. I thank her and tell them I know where we can go to chill. I lead them to this outdoor alcove, where there are a few couches. It’s where Stephan and I live, and even though it is outside there is a big wooden door between us and our house. The three of us sit on the couches and start smoking weed. Stephan comes out confused and on guard at first until I quickly go up to him and say “meow it’s just me and these people I just met we’re smoking come join us” and at first he doesn’t want to but when he sees that they’re black he relaxes and comes to join us. I am sitting between the woman and Stephan and the other man is sitting on a love seat. We are talking about music and the woman brings up Trick Daddy and the song “Take it to da house” starts playing in my head. I tell her I like Trick , and really just southern rap in general. We start talking about misogyny in rap and I know there’s some in that song but I tell her I can’t remember the exact line and say it really isn’t that bad compared to Biggie Smalls who talks about literally beating and raping women. She agrees. We are all walking somewhere now as we talk and I say that I could give a fuck about someone selling crack but I do give a shit about someone beating and raping women. We are walking towards this county fair type of event and I am following behind everyone else. There are these really white trash looking carnies who let the men walk by without a problem but when the woman ahead of me in our group tries walking by one of them he says that she needs a ticket, that he remembers her and doesn’t feel safe with her because she’s a narcissist. She keeps walking by him and I follow and I am pissed at him. I start muttering to myself about this redneck motherfucker and what the fuck. The group of us is going into this permanent bit top looking thing for some sort of show and before the show begins they start playing the national anthem which none of us want to stand for, but there are a lot of big and volatile white people so we all stand for it. We decide to leave before the show begins and I am still fuming about the narcissist comment from the one carney and the woman says he gave her a hard time last year too. Other parts- I know some of my dream has to do with Stephan and I finding a place, and we find a place out in the country.