First stress dream of college

Date: 8/24/2019

A lil backstory: Before me, my boyfriend was dating this girl that made him absolutely miserable. I had a fear that if I didn’t have sex with my boyfriend before college started, he’d leave me. I told him ab this and he said i had nothing to worry about. So I was in the school high school hallway and something must have happened outside the dream that made my boyfriend and I split. He came to us and announced he was back with his ex. My heart obviously sunk. Suddenly we were at my dining room table with my friend Angela. He was telling us about her, and he said something like “we haven’t been doing much sleeping, if you know what I mean”. Angela is shocked and is like “ayyyy congrats!” And I just kinda stand there. Angela leaves and my boyfriend begins telling me how much he doesn’t like his ex. At some point, we’re laying on the dining room table, cuddling. I lightly kiss his neck out of habit and he says “don’t tempt me”. Then we’re at a birthday party for someone and we’re at the serving station and Angela is there again. He keeps hinting at all the great sex they’ve been having in the past few days and it’s all directed at me. I’m trying to be happy for them and I’m trying to learn to let go, but at some point I can’t take it anymore. I tell them “excuse me, I have to leave”. I go across the room and, before I leave, I turn around and throw my phone against the wall as I scream.