Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/4/2021
By Jvoy1218
I’ve been fighting with basically everyone I care about irl recently and I think the stress from that came out in this dream. The dream is kind of interesting but a little fucked up. I remember being in some hotel (I think my family was on vacation) all I remember is going into the bathroom, laying in the tub, and slitting my wrists really deep multiple times. There was definitely enough blood in the tub for me to have bled out but I didn’t die in the dream I kind of just stood up and didn’t feel much and threw a sweatshirt on and continued the dream. Next thing I remember is being in my family room and fighting with my mom cause she kept saying, “Ik why u wake up early it’s so that u can smoke before going to school and work” and I was getting pissed cause I knew she was wrong in the dream and even if I did so what? The dream transitions back to the hotel at this point. I crawl into the bathroom (idk why I’m crawling but my legs are limp and I’m crawling) I see the bath tub and see all the blood that’s still there. I remember looking down at my arms and thinking, “fuck I did this at the beginning of the trip cause I thought the cuts would heal by the end of the trip but they didn’t at all and I have school tomorrow and it’s hot out so I can’t cover it up” this is when I woke up. I think this is interesting cause I’m noticing whenever I’m really stressed in real life it comes out in my dreams as me cutting myself. Idk why exactly but I honestly think the blood symbolizes my stress and by cutting I’m releasing all that built up stress in my dreams.