Fugitives, government murder, kiss

Date: 2/11/2025

I dreamt that I was with the BTL educational group on tour but we had become fugitives and were on the run. We had fake IDs and got through a police check luckily back into a town we had been in a couple days earlier which had since been searched and abandoned. One of the women that we were with had gone missing so we were back here to collect/find her. We eventually discovered though that she had been murdered, probably by the government, as she was dangled above a boat, sending a couple final texts before she fell and drowned to her death. They only ever recovered the top half of her body and no belongings. We had a long way ahead of us in a bus so we got drunk had karaoke and danced and sang to fun songs to forget and pass the time. E kissed me and it took me by surprise, but I kissed her back. I couldn’t tell if it was a kiss the way I wanted to kiss her or a kiss because I was there singing with her and would always kiss her back. I acted weird about it afterwards trying to ascertain that. I had thrown up last night everywhere in Eleanor’s old bathrooms, and our guide told us to let us know if we felt sick. I told him I would never shut up and he would never hear the end of it if I followed that protocol as I was also fainting.