Party

Date: 6/18/2021

Sorta ab my desire to be chosen i spose Using high school people to fill the slots I was finally going to parties having met Jack O in a clsss and hitting it off. John B had given me tons of coke earlier for cheap. I tbkjvb J was sweet, he brooded but wa smart and attentive. He gave me drinks and put a pizza in the 🍻insane, holograph using oven ... the image was twitching like in the twin peaks box. I realized I’d lost my coke .. when I got up to hunt for it (the party was seemingly being held in the upstairs portion of the school, I descended into dimly lit halls and bathrooms , a few girls were just outside waiting for him. I was told his real girl, th one he always Chose was there. I found the coke and realized it was low quality. Dropped some. I was on all 4s and a young man came by , scooped up some rocks to put in the baggie, and whsklered “i bet you’re terrible” I felt disheveled and walked back into the party. I revelled the looks i was getting ; shock jeslousy. I recalled that the last time I was out , I was used to hook up by another guy (spencer s) who now ignored and treated me like nlthing. When I came to his place though he was in a glass loft above with the other people. We made eye contact then he seemed restless, demand the party stand snd jumó from the loft right onto where I was standing