Sloppy

Date: 3/31/2019

He was like going out with Philip and also me and some other girl. We were aallll in hnparents old room in their bed. I was waiting for him and Phillip to get done not really worried knowing I was the best and he sent me a letter . He’s like I like you but I love Phillip I want to be in his arms tonight. But I came in anyway and knew all the right things to say and wasn’t mad and he was hugging me then kissing me but his mouth was gross and sloppy and weird . Weird. In another dream I was going to a meditation retreat walking thru a mall to get there and I bumped into kieran. I was holding books and he complimented my choice. He bought me a bottle of wine. I lost both the books and the wine by the time I got to the center .