I Painted the Walls w/ my Blood

Date: 12/30/2022

I was lying in bed sick. It wasn't my bed though. At this point I'm not sure where I am. The room is small and obviously at the back-end of wherever it is I am. There are windows all around but all I can see outside is sky. It's a dreary sort of day. The room is empty save for the bed I'm in. The walls and even the ceiling are covered in blood. I've been coughing up blood for days now. I don't understand how I'm still alive. There has to be more blood on the walls than there is in my veins. Someone comes into my room. They feel my forehead. I'm still warm, but I'm vastly better than I was. I'm no longer violently spewing blood across the room, so that's a good thing. I sit up and make my way out of bed. Another person shows up. We're all on the same side. I don't know if we're "friends" exactly, but we know one another, and we're "the good guys". One of the guys opens the back door to the room. That leads us to a small deck area. It appears we're on a small - medium sized houseboat. There's a door off to one side. The first guy pulls out his gun and prepares for the "bad guys" as he opens this door. We're all surprised, and more than a little concerned, when we find the room empty. Where are they? Why aren't they here? The bad guys should have been here watching over us. We were supposed to be their prisoners. We also know that this boat is loaded with weapons and drugs and money.. someone should be here protecting all of it. For the place to be this empty is a bad sign. There's no other way out of this room except through the door we came in. So we turn around and are back on the tiny little deck. We could go straight forward and go back into the original room I was in, go through the other door in that room and make our way further into the houseboat; or we could go right and go down the little ladder, making our way off of the boat altogether. Our best bet is to go both ways, so I tell the other two guys to go left as I go right. I make my way off the boat and just walk. I walk to a clinic. I stand in line to get some medication. There's a nurse at the window dispensing said medication. She gives you a cupful of liquid that you have to take in front of her and then she gives you a couple bottles as your "take-homes" for the next few days. The girl in front of me forgets her take-homes and I stealthily snatch them. I feel guilty and hope they don't review some sort of CCTV footage or something and catch me. This medication is regulated by the government and I would be in a lot of trouble for taking someone else's. I push the thought to the back of my mind as I make my way home. My roommate is an old school friend, Hannah ( we were best friends from elementary on through high school but haven't spoken to one another in real life in years ). She and I had plans to go to a concert together ( to see Finn Wolfhards band...weird ). I was running late so I heard her on the phone with another friend of hers, Ginny, asking her to pick her up so they could go together. I slid into the shadows, not wanting Hannah to know that I was there and had heard her. I instead decided to somehow make her sorry she dissed me like that. So I made my way to the concert and went backstage. I ended up meeting Finn Wolfhard. He took me to his dressing room. His dressing room led straight to the stage. So holding my hand, he led me onto the stage with him. There were glitter bombs exploding as his friend & bandmate went crazy on the drums, and lights of every color flashed all around us. We put our hands in the air and screamed with enthusiasm and joy. I knew Hannah was in the audience with Ginny, watching and wondering how I got up here. This could have been her had she not ditched me for Ginny. I smile as wide as I'm able to and embrace the moment, knowing this memory will live forever in my heart...

AI generated interpretation Your dream contains several vivid and complex elements that reflect various aspects of your psyche and current life situation. The blood covering the walls and your body in the beginning of the dream may symbolize a sense of physical and emotional turmoil within you. It suggests that you may be feeling overwhelmed, exhausted, and perhaps even drained in some aspect of your life. The coughing up of blood could represent a feeling of being unable to contain your emotions or experiences any longer, leading to a symbolic release that is violent and intense. The appearance of the "good guys" in the dream may represent your inner circle of support and protection. They may symbolize aspects of yourself that are there to help you navigate difficult situations and overcome challenges. The absence of the "bad guys" and the discovery of the empty room on the houseboat could indicate a sense of unease or vulnerability, as if the usual threats or obstacles in your life are unexpectedly absent. Moving to the clinic and standing in line for medication may reflect a desire for healing and restoration in your life. The guilt and fear of being caught for taking someone else's medication could suggest inner conflict or moral dilemmas you may be facing. It may also indicate a fear of consequences or judgment for seeking help or taking care of yourself in certain situations. The presence of your old friend Hannah and the concert with Finn Wolfhard's band could represent a desire for connection, recognition, and enjoyment in your life. The feeling of being slighted by Hannah and seeking revenge by seizing a moment of joy and celebration with Finn may reveal unresolved feelings of hurt or betrayal in your relationships. The imagery of the glitter bombs, colorful lights, and shared excitement on stage could symbolize a sense of empowerment, self-expression, and fulfillment as you embrace new opportunities or experiences in your life. Overall, your dream suggests a mix of inner turmoil, support, healing, social dynamics, and personal growth. It may reflect your subconscious processing of past experiences, current challenges, and future aspirations as you navigate various aspects of your emotional and psychological landscape.