mother death

Date: 10/3/2020

this was an extremely emotional dream i had those restless crying out loud kinda things. well im not crying loudly but im sorta like whining in my sleep and sometimes i drift out and notice me doing it. so basically she dies and ppl try and tell me and im like i already know and i try and keep my composure.i think im at work? so i think i leave anyway the bulk of the story is the entire family coming ovr which seems to be this MASSIVE group of ppl. in one scene ive to talk to these small children keep them company literally babysitting and im tryna comb thru my wet hair and SO MUCH hair is falling..yikes. and another scene theres like ayellow pengiun balloon in the sky and we try and watch it and just as we try and follow it with our eyes it pops. another long bit is tryna clean up an entire place/house this feels like a diff dreamand im HUSTLING im stripping sheets so fast andworking rly hard. this also seems like a family event like someoen died? could still be mymother.but anyway ive cleaned one room i believe and my mother apparently whos overlooking this project steps into the clean room and somehow she has a hose she tries to "help" and idk if its a bedroom like with twin beds or if its a toilet with twin bowls but now theyre wet and ive already wiped them dry so i get rly sad/cryey/whiney cus im so sad thaty hard works been compromised. and she seems sorry. and then i realise wait shes dead and then i cry even more...(which inreal life only translates to this rly restless whining)