I knew it was wrong

Date: 6/14/2019

I was kinda living in a house with one of them, Armando, but it’s more like Jake and me stayed over 90% of the time cause he lived down the street, and I didn’t wanna be home. Everything was kinda mixed up and patchy but I’ll tell it the best I can. So it started with me walking to the street with someone and seeing Jake. I told them about Jake, and somehow we managed to talk. I must’ve been close with Armando and staying there all the time for some reason, I don’t know. But the thing is Jake was also very close with Armando and stayed their a lot. But the thing was me Jake hadnt ever really been that close before. I met up with Jake on the road after what seems like a long time later, and I said something random, and we continued walking until we made it to Armando’s. I walked into my room that I had set up since we practically lived there, and the boys sat on the couch being stupid. I had a big crush on Jake and I was sure he had one on me too. I’m not sure what I was doing but I walked out and sat between Armando and Jake. Turns out Jake had only came over for a minute cause he had to leave, and so did I apparently. We stood up and Armando gave me a big hug. I stretched my arms out for Jake, but he just smiled at me basically teasing me. I was like “Jakkkee” he opened his arms, so I practically ran up to him and he picked me up and carried me outside, apparently he kissed which I can’t remember but Armando went “awe he kissed you” when he left and I didn’t say anything. At a different time I was at my house , and there was a small Asian boy there with me for some reason but we seemed to be friends. I heard my mom saying something about being underage, and how it was wrong. I said something, but turns out they weren’t talking about me so I was happy. I must’ve drove to Walmart with my grandma. The entire time I was thinking two things “holy shit he’s 19 and I’m 15 but I really like him.” And “I’m happy it’s not brody.” So after Walmart I was driving to Armando’s, and it ended when I pulled up to the sidewalk to go in.