Ellenor

Date: 4/5/2019

I had two dreams that were intertwined. The first dream I was a preteen child with green eyes and black short hair. My parents moved with me into a weird apartment building somewhere in the city. I was upset about this because I had nowhere to keep to myself, and I had mild suicidal thoughts. Until found a door in the apartment building to some passages under it that lead to everywhere in the city. I mostly just stayed in the dimly lit passageway, as nobody seemed to find the place. Until one day a girl with blue eyes, long blond hair with a bit of a pink tint in styled in large curls, had found her way here. She was distraught, I asked if she was lost. She nodded. We walked aimlessly though the stone labyrinth of walls and destinations, but she remained silent. I could somehow tell something terrible had happened to her, but it felt too intrusive to ask. "Where do you live anyways?" I asked. There was no possible way she knew which exit was closest to her house. She again didn't utter a word. "Um, would you like to sit down, to collect your thoughts?" She nodded, and we both sat down a while. She was shaking from both fear and the cold of the underground. I began to put a blanket I somehow had over her, to give her a little warmth and hopefully comfort. Since she wasn't wearing a coat. I noticed a huge slash on her shoulder, and I had a terrible feeling she didn't want to go home. I also found out her name was Ellenor sometime before the second dream. In the second dream. I was at Nana's house, while a minecraft event was happening in there. I hated it in there, but I was going with Ellenor so I thought it wasn't going to be that bad. Unfortunately you had to have a Facebook account to get into the event itself. (held in a weird tunnel in the closet of the one of the guest rooms) I didn't have one because I have a personal problem with Facebook. When I tried to explain, the woman running the line got personally offended and told me to get out. Ellenor (who had an account) told me that she wouldn't be long, and gave me a hesitant look before going. I went to the living room to try to occupy myself with anything, but it was nothing but the meaningless conversations that always occurred in that hell. I went outside where dad and Donny were setting up a tent thing in the rain to have a picnic in. I looked down at some rocks and said to myself: "I wonder if I could chisel these and make a shovel to bury myself with." I then shake my head, to fruitlessly shun the thought. An hour later I was drowning in suicidal thoughts, and I needed Ellenor. I apologized to the gatekeeper, and tried to do anything to get in. (I think I even made a Facebook account.) But she was having none of that, she absolutely HATED me at this point. I was completely defeated, and I just wandered around looking for a quiet place to sleep, so I wouldn't do anything rash that would hurt my love. I found a little secret room and went inside. I tried to drift off to sleep, but I ended up falling into the event. There were three minecraft chests, but I felt guilty, as I knew I wasn't supposed to be there, so I didn't look in the chests. A kid my age ran by and I pointed him to a couple of chests that he missed, he thanked me and ran his way down a stairway to the rest of the event. After a bit of hesitation I walked down the stairs, hoping Ellenor wouldn't be mad that I broke in there. I eventually got to some cliffside stairs leading to the event, I went onto the cliff to try to see Ellenor. I did see her, I realized I was on a cliff that I could jump off of anytime, but the cliff I was on wouldn't kill me. So without thinking I went to the highest cliff. I could still see her, but the call of the void was too strong, and I took a mighty leap. On impact the entire room changed to a world of sketches and stick figures. The perspective of the dream went to third person. There were giant baby bottles spilling everywhere about to drown all of the attendees. I woke up with weird cartoon wings, and as I gathered my senses I realized what was going on. And with a giant pencil I flew over everyone and drew one last portal on the floor. One by one all the students left through the portal, Ellenor was the last to leave. On the other side was a beautiful pastel rainbow hallway that lead to the real world, and everyone was drawn in a pastel anime artstyle. Realizing I was still in the sketchland, (I was a floating head on from the view on the other side.) she tried to pull me out the portal, but I couldn't go through. She held me through the portal and cried she loved me one last time. (This was when my pet cockatiel chirped and woke me up.) She was forced to let me go, as portal faded, and I drowned in the the sketch world.