Strange dream about aliens

Date: 1/9/2019

I dreamt I was in some of weird time loop. I was on earth at like...16 years old. I was at school. I went to my locker and inside was a box. A box too big to fit inside a locker but this is a dream. Inside were all types of awesome video games. It was some kind of gift. Birthday or something? It was from a handful of people at school. So I go home and invite everyone over to play and have a good time. Of course, the girl I was with was there but as always was bitter until the next morning when I gave her money and said.... let's go see that movie. She was happy with it, in fact, she was happy to see me go. Very soon after that I was drafted into some alien army. It wasnt us vs them, instead it was us with them fighting something new. Like a disease bearing species. I was put into some fighter ship. Zooming around blasting enemies and ships and structures But when I was hit and going down....it jumped back in time. I was again blasting away. If I were ever shot or my ship was going down, I'd zip back to that moment. It was like....I have to keep fighting until we win. I felt a strong, strong depression wash over me. Why was she so happy? It was like she was so clairvoyant...like she new I'd be dead. I lost a fighting heart. I wanted to die but I couldnt. I had to keep fighting. Then I woke up.