torture

Date: 9/26/2017

Had to make long scarves out of human hair. We were captured girls and they made us sing as we worked. I refused to sing or talk. I kept my head down. They whipped me. I kept silent. They went to torture one of the other girls with a knife which is when I chose to speak up, "no". they turned to me, "ah, another contender steps up to the plate. anyone else". the other girls kept silent. that's what I wanted. they held me down and heated up the knife, pressing it into my back. it went on for a bit as the burnt and cut me. I reacted more than it hurt. after they were gone the girls asked if I was ok and I said I would be. I said they couldn't tell how much you were in pain, they only knew what you showed them. they wanted to see me in pain so I showed them that and they were satisfied. of course, I was in pain too, but not as much as they needed. dream continued through night moving to escaping scenes and killing scenes, I was always protecting the girls.