Fear and intrigue in a garden centre

Date: 10/19/2016

I was in a garden centre, looking around. These blue benches kept cropping up... lots of different shades of blue and I didn't know which ones to choose. I saw a dad from school with a beige coat and started following him but soon lost him. Next scene: I was at the train station waiting in a cafe and looking through my purse to find a compartment that kept sprouting money. ("I'm rich" - I thought) Next scene; Kylie was cuddling a man in the playground - I recognised him. He was a dad from school (but not the same man I stalked in the garden centre) Then I got jealous and started cuddling a different man, but soon felt guilty about it. He was rocking me like a baby, and I didn't have the heart to tell him that I didn't like it. Next scene; I had been sunbathing too much ...to the point of being bright red and then I noticed I had left my sunglasses on, and when I took them off I had a white patch around each eye. I had to go out that night and when I asked Liz if it was bad...she turned around and said "I'm not going to lie... it's pretty bad, yes..." ... then I started applying fake tan on the white bits around my eye and looking even worse. When I went out, nobody noticed...but I felt really insecure